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So I go home today. I successfully fasted yesterday and now today I'm going to eat 1/2 an apple after I work out and the other half before I go to the airport. I don't know if i can do this. thanksgiving is going to be SUCH a hassle. how am I supposed to explain oh I don't eat bread.. or deserts... dressings, rice, blah blah blah. I have a whole goddamn list of things I can't eat. okay enough ranting. I just feel so stuck. there are reasons I moved away from home. I don't want to go back there. that place made me sick. literally. sigh. I will continue this rant later. my roommate just got in.