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everyday I over think my going home for thanksgiving. I already know what everyone is going to say. & i don't want to deal with that. my mother already gave me the lecture when she came down last month. and I haven't seen my dad since July. And I've lost well over 10lbs since then. I'm just scared he's going to send me back to to in patient. or make me come home from school next semester. I mean I'm no where near as thin as I was back in those days but I'm certainly on my way. the mindset is here. but losing takes time. ahhhh sksibsk annoyed. I'm going to work out for a few hours.