it hurt but less now

my ex- that I can't get over and he wants me back- told his friend that I got fat. over it. over him. permanently. when I found out last night I of course, had a panic attack and cried myself to sleep. but I woke up this morning, and smoked a blunt word my roommate so right now I just don't care. well see though, well see whose fat. yesterday I had chex mix in the afternoon and chicken for dinner. ran and did insanity. today I've had steamed veggies and rice. I'm going to go run later. but until then I'm going to sit outside and enjoy my coffee on this pretty day